There is a point in time where your cries are inward and not outward. You don't cry for them to see because you can't... you would if you could. Their responses to your constant failures seem to lead to impatience but you don't know. Your heart has fallen to the floor but doesn't break because of the hardness you have felt. Its heart wrenching once you think of it.
I don't know how to react so I stay silent to see what unfolds after this. All of a sudden a ray of light permeates my dark misery. My mother comes and comforts me through this and promises me treats. I feel a bit stronger to make a wise decision based on principle and not emotion. It seems a bit clearer to me now and I am wrong to some extent here.
Its a good thing that I was silent and waited for the truth and not for some cough drop answer. I would have been in a place where things would not have worked out for me very well. I now know how to act in these types of pitfalls... just wait for the picture to show up. I should focus on where I should improve rather than who's at fault. Wisdom is always the best way to react whether you know or not.
I would like you to live wise to reap wisdom,
T. C. Reid
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment